2003-10-15 - 8:47 p.m.
I feel like Fate is trying to seperate me from Lisa. Doesn't make sense really, but its just the way it seems. Everything seems to just keep coming up leaving me with little time to spend with her. I've gone out of my way to see her before classes, afterschool, etc., but am not having much luck on that end either. She is either to busy hating David, being in love with him, or crying about him to notice. And throughout it all there is nothing I can do about it for her, simply no way my support can reach her.
I refuse to accept this though. It may sound stupid, but she's my friend, and I'm not going to just give up on it. Fate can keep us busy, cause her to hate me, perhaps even make her detestable to me, but I will not give up on her... whatever that means. I'll do my best to help her is all, even if I can't help her at all.
