2004-02-06 - 10:29 p.m.
I've been cleaning my room, going through lots of old stuff. Journals from first grade that I thought would just sit on the shelf for a little while... so many years have passed and yet it is like I just put them there yesterday. It brings back a since nostalgia, but also makes me feel a little panicky. So much time has passed since I made so many plans, and what has become of them? So little.
Feel like it is time to put things into motion a little faster. I’m not all that behind really, but I do have to work just a little harder than I have been. With that stupid BPA project out of the way though, I will have a lot more time to get things done. I just need to work on balancing things with Lisa now. I was having a talk with a friend recently, and he reminded of the problems with dependencies. I don’t think it will matter too much though, Lisa is becoming more and more independent all the time, and I think I can help her continue that. Had a good day with her today. She was feeling a little upset since she’d been lonely the past few days with school canceled, but it didn’t take her too much time to cheer up. It is nice to know that I can make someone happy like that.
It is off to work for right now. Gotta have a lot done by Monday.
