2004-03-11 - 1:35 a.m.
I wonder, is the pleasure that women experience sexually so unique, or is it simply the fact that I can never really understand it that makes it seem so much more interesting than that of men. Hmm, I believe it was Monday that this thought struck me. No, I’ve not had sex with Lisa, but the more I’ve discussed it with people, the less aversion I have to discussing it or just considering it myself. Although I stand to learn a lot over the next few months, I wonder if I’ll ever find satisfactory answers to some of my ponderings. As for my current question, I don’t know that it is terribly relevant. It is just that it occurs to me how simple and consequently boring men are, which in turn bothers me. It makes me feel as though I must be neglecting something, perhaps that either men aren’t that simple, or even that women aren’t as complex as I’ve made them out to be. Of course this is just a question of physicality at the moment. Frankly, that seems complicated enough as it is.
Heh, my reputation is troublesome. It can make anything I do seem all of the sudden unnatural. Sometimes it even gets to me. Then again, this is also amusing, so maybe I don’t really mind that much after all.
